tmr is saturday...

meaning i got violin class and blablabla yeah u noe. my exam is like in sept but my songs and scales suck like madddddd. im gonna be super chao dead but im still sittin ghere blogging. like punyan normally is. laidback and very not worried about whut she should be worrying about dx!! well, basically, tmr going wif zhen to cycle~~~ and so its gonna be funnnnn i think... wif clara and zhen and zhen's dadi and zhen's mami and zhen's bro and zhen's bro's friend and zhen's friends. ok nevermind u get my point lah huh? i duno whut im supposed tah feel tmr but ill feel wat i feel. KEKEKE. i bet ill be suuuper embarrassed the whole time cos im always like tat. bashful on the inside. very bashful on the outside JAHAHAHAHAHAHHA u get it? doesnt matter. i spent today drawing roasting dangos, freezing dangos, sadist dangos, echi dangos, one handless boy NOT FULL METAL ALCHEMIST, i think i drew one or two girls with clara style hair... or at least i TRIED TO... yea. something like tat...emath is bleh. amath is bleh. chem is uhhhh. phy is kyahahahahahahahah HUH?. PE is like WHOOOOOOTS cos it reminds me of ballet. other than that? bleh. tennis is ENDORPHIN HIGH but i cant seem to get it right most of the time =.= eng is like... kinda boring kinda funny kinda nice. ohwells. ms chan was scary when she said "its nice to see u smile enyan" and i stupidly replied thankyou. is my brain working? O.O choir is fun when its fun. its bad when its bad. im glad its fun at the moment. quote from DA, dont let the music stop, cant let this feeling end. HAHA. okokok i gotta get back to my geog. like i was ever there in the first place =.= GEOGRAPHY WORLD... WHERE I STUDY... THE WORLDDDDDDD XD

haha...

bullet proof romance can forget liao. i think i left myself in so much suspense i lost the story =.= so i gib up. well, when was i NOT LIKE THIS o.o... i got lotsa startings... lotsa endings... but no meaT!! SIGHHHHH so, i guess.... ill just write everyhting i want wont i? ^^ mannnn im gettin excited already! HAHA. wrote tons in my notebook. hav them somewhere in my head too ^^ lovelovelove~~ there are sick ones too! like... a son who wants to marry his mom. LOL. or one where the grandmother looks like a teen and came to wreak her grandson's life but in truth is improving it ^^ NONSENSE STUFF LIKE TAT XD

cry out loud
sing it out
make them scream
but dont lose urself
or the game will end
then youll lose control
and i wont be able to hold on to u
you wouldnt want that

would you?

ok... this might sound weird but i had a REALLY CRAZY DREAM LAST NIGHT AND it was basically me bout me watching anime. then somewhere somehow i became PART of the anime...well, the main character was so hot... but its a girl. and... she looks like a guy alot of the time o.o so i think the gender blending is getting to me but ANYWAY... my snippets i shall record here ^^ they are not in chronological order cause i cant rmb for the LIFE of me! OH AND SOME OF IT IS MY OWN THOUGHTS BUT I CANT TELL THE DIFF BETWEEN THE TWO...

started of with one girl one boy very young young... girl had purple hair was lying beside a table (bit like my house low dining table) on her tummy reading something. her legs went up down up down kinda thing. the guy was... kinda weird. he came rushin in with his soccer ball and shouted at the girl WE WON! or something like tat and her smile made him blush and stuff...

the boy remains the same. brown short hair. the girl now is a boy with brown short AND SPIKEY hair. they are wearing some school soccer team thing i think. they were playing and SHE scored a goal. then in slow mo focus on the face with the sweat and everything the HE tot tat... -i neu it frm the start tat she was the one for me- SO CLICHE!!!

then HER mother was helping ME with hw. CHINESE somemore =.=

mother ask me come see something and show me a plastic bag full of COKE PENS. LITERALLY THE PENS WERE UBER LONG AND FILLED WITH COKE. she said tat i could enjoy them if i finished all the drinks o.o i water monster ah? den i was like clicking them and saying wow... if i brought this too school everyone would stare o.o

then old old one alsho hav.... the HE was at some party in a TUX. A WHITE TUX. crazy! but the garden was HUGE. VERY BIG. grass everywhere! then he was lookin for SHE but the cant see HER then got one circle with choc fondue and milk and OH MI GAH SHO MANY NICE BROWN AND WHITE THINGS! but when he steal some the guy there hit him. they noe each other some how... and he just laugh and run off. then the guy look at the stolen part and sigh cos he now need replace it. so terrible.

in HER rm at night vry vry dark. then he stood up and his wig fell and show he got black not purple hair lol. vry vry vry nice lookin. i wan die sia. OH MI GAH. she looked like a guy here i duno why. OH MI GAH OH MI GAH SHO NICE !!!!! then duno whut happen i think the HE go and remove the wig then she plopped down against the wall and shiver. then slowly show frm left to the right show her eyes in shock and she is trembling. then rite, the he ask her whut whut whuts wrong. den hor... he went down towards her and then up and kissy her then my mind went blank.

this one i KNOW its my own imagination not the dream. in school as new students acting all chummy as two guys and getting confused on who is she and who is he. =.= sho baka.

ok... seems like ive forgotten more than half of the original sadly to say. =.= it was sho darn long. took me the WHOLE night to dream it out and its almost HALF GONE! but still.... mi thanks lordy for showing it to me anyway ^^ dx

1st bullet - bullet proof no more

1st bullet - bullet proof no more

synopsis- once again the transfer student story! unlike ouran, no harem, no gender bending. A story with bullets enough to penetrate ur heart and mind [when u write it at least]. enough of my nonsencical boredom, get ur fill of secret missions.

a new story, a new format dx get used to it wont yah? >_<

-...- are for thoughts
"..." are for speech
[...] for unspecific things tat dun fit in either category x=...
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-the start of a year, another beginning, its boring. I can predict the rest of my life; hw, school, top grades, nothing new ever happens. History just repeats itself. I wonder how those people can smile and laugh everyday. Sure I'm pretty. But looking into the mirror at that same bored looking face? I'm tired.- this is whut saiyonji reiko first thought as she stepped out of her black limo, all eyes fixed on her. She was filthy rich and had everthing she wanted except... fun. a word familiar that people use daily yet foreign to this rich girl. She is anti-social as most people around her befriend her for money, fame or ego. she thinks -life is so boring. Good wealth and beauty ruined my life yet everyone wants it. year two starts with classes and homework. It'll be another long year.-

In class, the teacher enters the class room and announces "class, this year we have a transfer student! he moved here because of certain family reasons so treat him well even though he's new okay?"
The class all shout a resounding "yes!!" except reiko who couldnt be bothered by another student.
the teacher calls "natsume! you may come in now."
a boy with thick black hair dropping at shoulders came in and stammered "uhh... hullo everybody...im natsume, nice meeting u all [smiles]"
the class starts to rumble with comments flying from one corner of the class to another. the girls went gah but the guys were quite upset at their new rival. Thankfully, the teacher bangs the table to regain attention from the class and barks,"QUIETEN DOWN!"
At this moment, reiko thinks to herself -another boring person. keh. nothing interesting at all. He's probably gonna be one of those quiet anti-social peeps looking at the way he stammers-
the only vacant seat in the class was beside reiko and so natsume was allocated to that seat. natsume smiles as he walks to his seat and says,"nice tah meet yah! I'm natsume, looking forward to being friends with yah!"
now, reiko gets irritated as she thinks her peace would be ruined with someone sitting beside her and so she rolls her eyes -im never gonna be ur friend so just go away-. without even looking at him, she replies an empty "ah" in her irritation, she starts to find the squealing girls irritating to and so she turns around and shouts,"OI CAN YOU GIRLS JUST..." she continues softly, "shush up?" [in total shock]
breaking the silence, natsume asks, "is something wrong?"
reiko stupidly replies,"no-nothing" as she turns her head to face downwards at her lap -maybe...its not so boring anymore...- [smiles]
[I suddenly notice I didn't fill in a blank here. she thinks it isn't boring cos natsume was cute. ^_^ a bit out of her character here... but well, when the first main is involved, characters often change. so whatever =D]
much to everyone's surprise, natsume exclaims "nice smile yah got there!"
the class gasps as they had nv seen reiko smile before... or rather she was known as a really cold person that rarely smiled to those that only knew her by name and face... but her smile immediately dissapears as she glared straight at natsume.
"you did not see that"
"whutever you say missy" [shrugs] was natsume's calm reply.
reiko got up from her seat and left the classroom banging the door open and closing it so hard it opened again and stayed ajar. Natsume blinks in shock and gets a comment from the guy sitting in front of him who was currently leaning back on two legs of the chair, "scary duncha think?" natsume could only nod and stare at the door left ajar. The teacher sighs as she closes the door and commands to commence with lessons.
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thats all for bullet proof no more! if yah noe why thats the title, tag the answer dx

im gonna write a song after the exams...
title- i wanna see you
XD