Tuesday, November 13, 2012

20th bullet - before the end of camp

Like finally I reach the end lol.
This has been one long long long camp...

I myself lost track of which day of camp it was. it was 5th day when natsume was angry, so I'm guessing all the time just went fuufuufuu~ okay we are at the end of camp. hohoho.

20th bullet - before the end of camp

"Reiko! what are you doing here?!" asks sakura who had come in search of reiko.
"Sakura! nice timing! Come keep me company =D"
"What happened at the hospital? Sakamoto came back with Henri senior but you didn't come back!"
"Well, err... natsume saw someone he knew and went missing for a while so I was waiting for him."
"Waiting? you? HAHA-"Sakura stops laughing the moment reiko flashed her a glare.
"Okay okay. So where is natsume now?"
"Sleeping in the room. He fell asleep since the ride back from the hospital."
"Did something happen?" Reiko is met by sakura's sincerely worried expression.
"You know, reiko, sometimes I feel that you are in danger or something but you never tell me what really happens when you disappear..." sakura continues.
-oh no...- thinks reiko -I hate lying to sakura but I don't wanna drag her into anything I shouldn't drag her into...- [sakura has asked reiko time and time again about her disappearances and other stuff but reiko always avoided the topic and sakura keeps bringing it back...]
Reiko doesn't say anything.
*sigh* "okay reiko. I'll leave it as that for today."
"Thanks sakura" reiko reaches over to give sakura a grateful hug while sakura releases her worried expression.
Just then, Henri senior walks over.
"hey reiko! Didn't know you were back!" Henri seems to be relieved. Sakura and reiko break the hug and turn towards Henri. "If you were back you could have said something! Oh and hi sakura =D"
Sakura rolls her eyes in her mind. She doesn't like Henri. Not one bit. In the past when Henri was still a student, there was a point in time where sakura did have a crush on henri senior just like all the other girls. But since she was always with reiko, henri always noticed reiko first. [you could say she is jealous. See the top? henri said OH n hi sakura. like an after thought. poor poor sakura... ] This made her decide to cease her liking for henri. Then there was an incident that made her dislike him and from then on, she decided it was her job to protect reiko from henri. [self proclaimed barrier lol. I haven't thought of the incident yet... LOL I'M SORRY. Be nice and tag if you have any idea what the incident is...] And it didn't help that reiko seemed to tell henri more than she ever told her even though they had been friends since primary school. [well, henri knows DX, you don't. sorry sakura D=]
"Henri, I have been wanting to ask you this but do you happen to know a piano teacher with the name suzuki?" reiko asks.
Henri's expression changes for a split second.
-henri's girlfriend?- hopes sakura.
"you might want to ask your dad." replies henri.
-I guess not...- sakura's disappointment shows on her face.
-oh... so it has to do with henri's department. okay- reiko notes to herself.
"I will, thanks for taking care of the club. Natsume's in the room. Stay here with sakura, I'll go debrief the rest."
-HUH?! REIKO, DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE WITH HIM!!- thinks sakura rather loudly in her mind.
"I'll follow you reiko!" sakura quickly gets up to follow reiko.
Reiko looks at henri with a slight glare... Henri nods back. Sakura doesn't realise and happily follows reiko...
[well, reiko needed someone to keep watch...]
While she debriefs the other peeps...
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natsume's side of things...

Henri makes sure reiko has walked off before going into the room. Natsume is fast asleep. Or so henri thinks. Natsume had been awake since sakura came along, too tired to move but concious enough to listen to the conversation outside. Henri kicks him. He pretends to rouse...
"Hey natsume."
"Morning senior" Natsume looks at henri before turning away from him, lying slanted on his side.
"Morning? Nevermind." Henri plonks himself on the futon, leaning his back on natsume's back.
"Do you trust reiko?" Henri asks natsume.
Natsume stays silent.
"I guess not. That's good."
"I've seen you before."
"You have?" henri lifts an eyebrow.
"I didn't remember until now. But yea I've seen you around."
"Then you know what I do don't you."
"Yea. And even I trust everyone in the world, I won't trust you."
"Hah! Fine by me. Reiko does. That's more than enough."
Natsume's eyes open wider for a few silent seconds.
-not for long. why would you need her trust anyway?- natsume thinks...
"So you guys met suzuki?"
-reiko told him?!- natsume is in disbelief [lol.]
"I know her. She's with us."
*silence...*
"But then again I'm not sure whether she hasn't betrayed DX. She talks about it openly all the time haha"
*silence*
"She's a con-artist. Probably went on some double spy mission where she herself doesn't know which side she wants to side with."
*silence* -my piano teacher is part of DX? Seems like a lot of people around me are from there. [well duh, they were looking at ur growth as a potential candidate for the next DX] So she was on mission. I guess I don't have to worry too much about her then. No need to save her either.- natsume finally stops feeling bad for escaping without suzuki sensei.
"Don't worry reiko too much. See you around."
-two faced son of a bla [xy, I do this for you. anyway i think its kinda vague but here henri is like bad first and then good again so natsume thinks he is two faced. like, one moment this one moment that... lol. get it? x=] I won't. just make sure you don't appear too often ("and make me worry about her" I would like to add. but natsume doesn't think that far.)-
Henri exits the room. Natsume closes his eyes in an effort to fall asleep but he fails. He wanted to go find reiko and make sure Henri doesn't go near her but henri was sitting outside the room so he didn't have to do that. -ughh, why is he sitting outside?! It's better than not knowing whether he went to reiko or not though. I remember that irksome face. He looks at reiko with so much warmth but that makes me puke. He's changed a lot. Last time I saw him interrogating the group my father brought in, the way he smiled as he hit them and didn't stop even after they loosened their tongues was bad enough. My father later closed my eyes but I could hear the guards holding him back while he laughed hysterically and kicked the chairs in the room. I later heard that one female and one male were hit beyond recognition while another male died in the interrogation room. I don't think they ever let him do interrogation from then on. Now I see why reiko is so close to him. He is in DX as well. But doesn't she know about how ruthless he is? The way she looks at him... And she thinks she knows everything about DX. keh.-
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Reiko gathers all the members and does a mini debrief as well as announce the plans for tonight. There was going to be the traditional campfire and reflection session before lights out (though not many will sleep).
"WE'RE LEAVING THE INN FIRST THING IN THE MORNING SO PACK TONIGHT. BOYS, FOLLOW THE LADY OVER THERE AND TRANSPORT THE FIREWOOD. GIRLS, GO HELP OUT IN THE KITCHEN. AFTER THAT IT'S FREE FOR ALL TILL DINNER. WE'LL GATHER AGAIN AFTER DINNER AT THE CAMPFIRE PLACE AT 8 SO DO AS YOU WISH IN BETWEEN. CHANGE, BATH, WHATEVER. DISMISS."
The members leave talkatively and noisily. Reiko lingers for a while. She calls kumo.
"Kumo, how is it?"
"My lady, it seems they were given instructions to give us specific information. Perhaps they only know that much. We did not need to do much for them to speak up. For now they are being held captive."
"So is it XD again?"
"Yes my lady. I expect they will try to attack once more. They say XD does not want to lose this chance while you are away from the city but near their headquarters."
"I'll prepare for it then."
"I shall bring ammunition with me my lady."
"Thanks kumo." Reiko manages to say with a smile. She gives out a long exhale. -There's work to do.-
Reiko walks back to the bedrooms.
"Henri senior, there might be an attack tonight."
"Sounds like fun." Henri says that but he holds a heavy expression.
"In the event anything happens I'll gas the place. Do you have a mask?"
"So happens I do. Want any help?"
"It's all right. Just be prepared to help should anything really happen." Reiko enters the room. Natsume continues to feign sleep.
Reiko walks over to the girls side and takes out a mini suitcase from her bag. Inside are a bunch of tools and weapons that [I really sincerely don't know and will fake up on the way.] While she slides things here and there around herself, natsume thinks ---> -Attack? Does she plan on telling me? From who? XD? We've got to keep the club out of harm. But, how? Guerilla? Three of us against an unknown number. Doesn't sound too good.- Reiko walks over to natsume. Thinking he is still asleep, she speaks in a whisper.
"Natsume, I won't let them take you."
-They want me? Wasn't it her XD wanted? What's going on?- Reiko exits the room.


Monday, November 12, 2012

19th bullet - Natsume hunting


19th bullet - Natsume hunting

"Are you sure you don't want me to come with you?"
"No senior. Drive Sakamoto back. Help me entertain the club. I'll go with kumo."
*sigh* "All right. It's close to impossible to change your mind. Be careful and keep calm!"
"Thanks" says reiko as she slides into the car through the door kumo opened for her.
"Kumo, XD may be trying to harm natsume." reiko says quickly as she maneuvers the touch screen tablet infront of her to track natsume's necklace.
"destination?"
"Move towards the south for now, from the looks of it, natsume is being transported. We have to find him before he goes anywhere underground..."
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on natsume's side...

Currently, natsume is in the back of a van with his hands tied behind him and his eyes blindfolded. He tried to keep track of where he was heading, but he didn't know this part of the country well so it was useless.

-kidnapped again... it was fun when I wasn't this tired...-*bump* - ouch... why are the roads so bumpy? Where on earth am I heading? That girl I saw just now... I was kind of sure that was my sister... I hope Reiko doesn't get dragged into this again. She doesn't seem fond of being kidnapped. [err, Natsume, you are probably one of the few idiots who actually enjoy such experiences =.=] I should just get some sleep while I can.-

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Back in kumo's car.

"Turn right on the next junction."
...
"Beat that traffic light, turn right at the 2nd small alley after it."
...
"We're close by..."
...
"We're right beside him."
"There is a van beside us my lady."
"Then I'm jumping on board."
"roger"
Kumo flicks a few switches and the roof of the car starts to open up at the back seats while reiko's chair starts to elevate. Reiko drops the tablet and picks up a belt filled with small tools and wears it. She then retrieves gloves from the bottom of the car roof and puts them on. The van starts to move faster. Kumo chases along. The moment reiko's waist reached the roof, she steps on the chair and jumps onto the van. Her gloves stick to the roof of the van while her legs balance on the edge of the back of the van. [imagine those vans that are open at the back but have a green canvas over it lol. That's why there is an edge she can step on. If not, She could have squat vertically, feet flat on side of van. ] She quickly moves to the back of the van while kumo tries to prevent the van from swerving and getting rid of Reiko. She lifts the flap at the corner and slides in. 
"Natsume!!"
"nghhhh..."
"Natsume!! They haven't drugged you have they?!"
Reiko spots him in the middle of a bunch of crates and starts to untie the rope binding his hands together.
"Who are you?"
"You can't even recognise my voice you idiot natsume?!"
"Reiko?"
"Glad you realised"[sarcasm max]
"Why are you here? Get out of here!"
"...Is that what you say to someone who is trying to save you n get you out of this mess?!"
The rope finally gets undone.
She pulls the blindfold off.
*SLAM* The van makes a sharp swerve to the right. Reiko slams into natsume.
"And is that how you save someone?"
Reiko regains her composure.
*chi*"Well I'm sorry. Kumo should be trying to stop this van from moving. So expect a few more swer-"
*SLAM* The van makes a sharp swerve to the left. Natsume bangs his head on Reiko's shoulder.
"OUCH""OUCH"
"ARGHHH NATSUME!!"
"Hey! It's not my fault!"
*SLAM* after one more swerve, the van finally stops. On the outside, Kumo successfully tranquillizes both the driver and the other passenger. Reiko drags natsume out of the van and practically drops him into kumo's car. 
"My lady, I shall escort *coughs* the two men to be interrogated, would you like to drive natsume-sama back?"
"Haha yes kumo, take GOOOOD care of them... *angry smirk*"
Kumo takes off with the van and all while Reiko sits on the driver's seat of her own car and turns around only to see a sleeping natsume. 
-oh well, let him be. Anyway, it might have been shocking for him if he really saw his sister. I didn't want to have to tell him that his sister isn't exactly the best of friends with the DX organisation just yet... I hate these emotional traumatizing facts... But should this weak hearted guy learn that his sister had a hand in the death of his father, he wouldn't feel too fine. Unless dadi tells me to, I shan't tell him. Hope dadi doesn't tell me too X_x-[ehh, implicit but she drove off to the inn =D]
Eventually, they reach the inn. In order not to be too attention catching by being spotted as an underaged driver, she parks rather far away from the buildings of the inn. She gets out of the car and opens the back door.
"natsume! Go into the room and sleep. I know the car's probably really comfortable but get up!"
"nghhhh..."
-that sounds familiar o.o...-
[well duh, he was sleeping in the van u just saved him from and made this same sound]
"do you want me to slap you again?!"
"HUH. nonononono" natsume sorta jerks here and there slowly upwards whilst scratching his head.
"ohh, hi reiko."
*pfft* [reiko tries to hold in her laughter cos his hair is so messy and funny]
"let's go sleepy head."
Reiko sorts out the mess of hair and gets her head out of the door. Natsume crawls out.
"boy am I sleepy..."
"haha go and sleep then." -While I keep watch and make sure no one gets you again...-
-haha? reiko said haha? lol...gotta make her say that more...-
Reiko helps him bring out a futon and he falls on it, falling asleep almost instantly.
-that was fast o.o- thought reiko, and she sat outside the door keeping guard.

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I really must reduce the % of my brain I use on romance. =.= Somehow kumo did so many cool things they didn't get into much trouble this time =.= lack of action. humph.
I went backwards to make changes to things I thought didn't make sense or weren't to my liking. It's not perfect but... whatever.
I have ALOT OF HOLES TO FILL. I wrote it all down but it's just too long. I should stop introducing things and people and solve them first LOL...
and I'm doing this like... 4 days before the econs paper. Pro. I think so too. I'm dead meat. I have to stop slacking. OH GOODNESS...

Friday, November 9, 2012

Weird dream #1

I probably have weird dreams really often. last night I had one too. but I kinda forgot it alr cos I didn't try n rmb or tell anyone about it. Dreams elude from me really quickly... sigh. Anyway, this dream is from the night before the physics paper. Told dadi n mami and xy so it's still in my brain at the mo ^_^

And I always have to start with this tho they tell me I don't need to but, I was actually dreaming alr. then I woke up to pee, and when I fell asleep again I dreamt again. but I only remember the dream after I fell asleep the second time, not the first. So here goes.

It was maybe an hour or so after dinner? dadi asked me if I wanted to eat. so I just followed him to see what he was gonna feed himself with and he started taking plastic containers one by one out of the fridge. no I am not in korea. lol. Then once the whole surface beside the fridge was filled with them boxes, he opened the first one which had some green slices of goodness knows what inside. Then I started tearing little pieces, holding them out in my palm for dadi to spread kaya on it, and slapped it onto the rest of the green mess on my right hand =.=... Don't know what kinda food this is but thats what I rmb. Then after that had some brown noodle looking thing that wasn't noodles. and it tasted horrible... then shredded seaweed. After the whole pile was on a plate, we went to sit down outside the kitchen. apparently I have a sorta bar counter like table? and those high chairs where ur feet don't touch the ground and u can twirl on? And the part that hits the wall has the pc... o.o... anyway, as usual I eat what I have least confidence in taste in. So I ate the brown noodle looking non noodles. After that a paper flew dadi told me to get it so I tippytoed on the chair to reach for it n slid it under the keyboard and turned back to try the rest of the food... But it was gone. "where is the food?" "I throw away alr" thanks dad =.= then he opened a box of sushi but he didn't offer me one at all =.=

Then somehow it was the next morning, I woke up and walked to the kitchen, before entering it I saw dadi. He was taller than real dadi. wearing jeans. leaning/sitting on the kitchen cabinet top hands underturned palms at the edges. legs crossed at the ankles. Cool aye? then he turned to talk to my mami... and boy that hair. it was brown mostly, an overturned triangle of short normal boy layered hair lay there and the bottom was pulled into a tiny fan pony tail which was YELLOW in colour. yes I repeat, YELLOW. imagine my dad with YELLOW hair. wow. I should like, draw a character with this hair. LOL. dunno how to draw tho x= only the tail was yellow. the rest all brown. and my mami? she was cooking. holding a pan in one hand and the wooden stir stick in the other. Thing is, she was really thin. Decked out in skinny jeans, a tank top with an apron over the whole thing one sleeve of the apron loose over her arm. whoohoo. mami so hothothot~ Then somehow my baby sister entered the picture. No I don't have a baby sister. She talked to mami. Dadi tried to catch her attention but she completely ignored him. (imagine kakashi with his ahhhh okayyyy whoops... fail fail fail face. LOL the two eyes closed and angled downwards outwards... ahh whatever) She walked out of the kitchen. talk to mami tat time smile smile one then turn away only *expressionless* lol. that is so... me =.= kk anyway, on the way out, *mission accomplished!* she saw me n stopped. dadi gave up looking to see if she'd give him any attention. I knelt and hugged her and stuffed my head into her round tummy. btw, mami's hair was red n curly at the bottom and kinda over shoulder length, and she had a thin pony tail on the top right of her head lol. My sister had the exact same thing on short black hair, no curls. oh so cute. >_< <3 a="a" figured="figured" front="front" i="i" in="in" me.="D</p" of="of" t="t" there="there" tummy="tummy" up="up" wasn="wasn" when="when" woke="woke">
thats all folks. Xy asks me why all my dreams include characters with funny hair. cos of the kevin and his dreadlocks. HAHA. When I told kevin he replied with a "what the" lol. and that closed eye smile again. Transformers is one of the only things that'll open his eyes. lol. Astri calls them the jay chou eyes. LOLLLL

A lvls

So, I'm back again =D

Lemme keep memories about my examinations here... lol

Each day, something unique happened. well, here goes nothing.

But first, for an overall image, the teachers are way slacker. Seriously. It feels like an internal exam except for the reading of instructions, and unfamiliar faces wearing tags walking around you. lol. I'm probably even less nervous than I was during the prelims? O.o weird??

Okay. Day one, GP. or as windy put it on twitter, national gp notes burning day or something. hehh. I rmb. kekeke. anyway, the teacher was a guy that reminded me of snoopy. the droopy eyes... haha. He seemed like a messy guy. and the thing is, clara asked me if I had an extra ball point pen ( I don't even use those so I didn't have any in the first place, talk about extra) And unfortunately I didn't have one... but we were in the classroom, already seated and stuff. If this happened in a normal exam setting, we might I dunno, get slaughtered or something. LOL. And at the end of both papers, he didn't really care about collecting the paper we didn't use, so we kept it. the stuff they keep telling us they will burn if we don't use, they cannot let us bring out, that foolscap? or maybe they do keep them and only the special computing coursework paper is shredded and burnt. haha. So that was day one. about the paper itself, well, I WAS PANICKING COS ALL THE QUESTIONS WERE STUFF I WOULD NEVER DO until I reached qn 11. government thingy thingy... I was a bit tempted to do it... then I saw the last one on tech. so far, whenever I did tech I never got far. But I only read tech on flipboard, so I decided, lets write about Raspberry Pi even tho it came from Cambridge. LOL I WAS COMPLETELY... RECKLESS. I mean, I was writing about something they probably know more about than me... ARGH. WHATEVER. For the compre, lol. QN one has become a sort of craze. Cos there was a quote in the first line about how music soothes the savage breasts and many many ppl read it as beast. So I guess they decided to vent their anger about it and stuff... And well, tonnes of pictures and jokes about it appeared on twitter, facebook, where ever else. I heard from HongFu that Mr Adi wore a "keep calm and soothe your savage breasts" on tues. AND MON WAS THE PAPER. CUSTOM MADE ON MON, WORN ON TUE. THE POWER OF MR ADI. ALWAYS ON TOP OF THINGS LOL. mami, don't even think about saying he copied ur keep calm n love inuyasha. you did not start the keep calm craze. LOL. Anyway, the whole thing was on music and BOY DO I LOVE THAT TOPIC. I actually SMILED when I saw the first line that said whowhowho wrote about blabla on music. LOL... ONLY THING IS, I CRAPPED AQ. I COMPLETELY... sc... i shall go no further. I messed up lah. talked about the same thing in my only two content paragraphs, wrote crap as a intro and even more crap as a conclusion. =.= talked about Xfm but I have a feeling I wrote it wrongly. but whatever, It's over. And... THATS GP?! THATS LONG... gotta do this for all the rest of the papers? sighhhh...

Okay next, day 2! math! This time the weird thing that happened... needs a bit of imagination and 3d picturing skills. Usually during an exam you sit like, a table away from whoever is sitting beside you unless u are in the hall right? Well, the room had maybe about 5 columns. Nearest the window, empty. Row beside it was the 5 ppl. I was at the back beside Qing Hong. I was in the row beside that row. Like, right beside them. And, I tell you I could completely see what was going on at QingHong's side. I just chose not to look. o.o... The examiners dump our papers where we sit where lor but seriously... The worst thing was that the 3rd row was slanted to the right towards the windows, so clara wasn't that near the next row but I was really really near. And well, I didn't wanna do weird stuff like shifting tables so I just lived with it. Not like I would really copy haha. and not like it's that possible to copy also. =.= thats the weird thing. and the lady spoke really soft D= couldn't really hear her much D= sadded... I lost about 20 + marks here. Sigh. The volume area differentiation question was a disaster. Don't even know if I'll be awarded marks I tell you =.= like that 11 marks gone. SIGH... and there were two qns on vectors but nothing about planes o.o tell you the truth, I didn't notice till I packed my math stuff but this year (or maybe every year?) didn't really have a lot of the stuff I wasn't sure about. LOL good good. like conics and stuff. haha. but the graphing question... even tho I usually can do these stuff, this time I needed to transform 1/x to some -x^2 thing and I completely just... blank... cos the x changes! D= gonna check the answer soon. Maybe today. It was out like almost immediately after the paper lol. amazing.

Nextnext! day 3! physics! now this is interesting... The part B second question was interesting. anyway, talk about the weird thing that happened first first. This time we were seated normally tho I was in the second row rather than the last row. qinghong is infront of me this time. and when I sat down n dumped my stuff on the table. WOW. THE PAPER WAS OPEN. OH MIG AH. SHOCK. HOWHOWHOW?! *no one's looking* *closes it* AHHHHH WHERE GOT LIKE THAT ONE... see what I mean by the examiners chao slack?!?!?! ARHHASDLFKWJGK. well, anyway, it seemed quite okay on a whole. I could  answer the stuff, hopefully no careless mistakes. And they gave really little space =.= I kept squeezing and squeezing! D= sadded sadded. And the section B ah, I didn't read if it was 2 choose three. and qinghong did all 3 as usual lol. But anyway, first one was wind turbines... And I skipped it. sorry wind. cos the last question was 4 marks and it asked, some ppl like wind turbines others find it noisy and something, what other negative stuff about wind turbines are there? I just... *stone...* *flips the page* lol. then this is the interesting one. about 18 boxes, the first three are examples given to you. each row is a situation. each column we were to answer a fixed question. First box, the work done or energy available to do work. (calculation) second box, where is the work done? car breaks, hot air balloon, drill, steam engine turbine, spring in the gym equipment, and ... I forgot the last one lol. Ohwells. Each box about 1 mark. some 2 marks. even if get one wrong, won't affect the rest too much, so DO THIS. LOL. more chances of getting marks. the last one is photoelectric effect, I only did photoelectric effect in the morning and nothing else so I thought, might as well do it. And well, it wasnt too bad haha. I think the explanation part GG tho =.= haha. after the paper QH asked: "so how was it?" and he was saying like it was harder than 2011 (which I could barely do) and he was kinda worried? So I was like, DID I OVER SIMPLIFY THINGS?! cos I didn't think the paper was very hard or anything like that D= AHHH he scares me! He did kinda well you know, overall for phy... D= but heck. I shall see what happens next year lol. oh and the night before this paper, I had a really really funny dream Shall post about it in the next post or this will be too long... It alr is too long. lol.

finally, day 4. today. math. p2. oh I just have to mention this lol. after each paper, I just lose all will to do anything at all. I laze around, play avengers, even lose the will to click the weapon and the enemy or collect money... and watch family outing. lol. Thats my life =.= how will I ever survive? today also. I didn't do anything yet. and its 9 now, sigh. well, I took really long on the pure part. like 1.5 hours or more. Thats bad if I didn't have extra time. The APGP one I was really really careless. sigh. I did spot two mistakes but I dunno if got others. and my sense of time was never that great. so like 45 months later is when... I also not sure. lol. and then the last part I couldn't get a answer cos the eqn was some y^35+49y+41 or something like that. then it just didn't hit y=0 except for a tiny value of negative x which is impossible cos i need a number of months =.= but I'm really grateful it's about savings. lol. I rather savings than debt. don't ask why... I myself also dunno... Then the stats part, if all goes well, I only lost 3 marks. The complex one lost 3 marks. and maybe alot more cos the beginning part I not sure. The... Differential eqn also actually... not that sure. but WHATEVER. May be right... sobsob. I dun dare see the answer alr LAH!!!! LOL. The stats one thanks alot to mr David Tan, lol. REALLY THANK GOODNESS LEH. cos those stuff came out so I was at least FAMILIAR with them. lol.(just sent him a ty text. oops. haha. his contract ended alr and still got ppl text him at 9:11 LOL) Anyway, it went quite well lah huh? =D oh the weird things? I dropped my GC while standing up from my bag, and the teacher picked it up and said "gosh" with such an accent lol. she has a really loud clear voice. good good =D and she was really nice... like kept making sure of stuff, telling us what to do and check n ensuring we fill in what we need to fill in =D and... I forgot my eraser. so clara split hers in half lol. the other teacher asked everyone and asked clara last and clara was the only one who could help me. sigh. i brought my cat jacket but not my cat eraser D= no yuan fen... lol. jkjk. And erm, now for the weird thing (yea I haven't started on it yet...) The stack of foolscap included one piece that had like major alot of prints. All the hard handwriting ppl use before like that lol. I saw GP, and math on it. or maybe phy. so it was passed around alot... I refused to write on it. lol. Ended up using all the paper till the very last line *phew* LOL and even tho I didn't use the paper, I crushed it so it wouldn't torment any other souls. my own assumption that it might. lol.

FINALLY I'M DONE. one last last thing I forgot.
GP: savage breasts, Lit: motherhood, Chem: milk. trend? xD
there was a fake cambridge report for the qn 1 also. lol. alot of sick words inside. meowmeow. >_<

byebye =D thanks for taking up my time since I don't wanna do anything else lol. ^_^


Tuesday, November 6, 2012

The Coming Revival

Wow... it's been about... MORE THAN A YEAR... ITS BEEN MORE THAN A YEAR. OHMIGAH. I HAVEN'T POSTED IN MORE THAN A YEAR. this is not happening... D=

 Anyway, There is no way I'm gonna give up on this pretty pretty bullet story... Shall endeavour to complete it somehow before starting on a new one, on a new blog.

 Well, a little about school now shall I? I'm a computing student.

So I think thanks to typing in class and typing not just words but symbols and stuff in a certain order, my typing has probably gotten faster. YES... I have... exactly... three main crushes... and 2 mini ones(actually... make that one). hehh. thats not about school. I'm digressing. Sorry.

 Now is the middle of A lvls.

I have actually graduated from JC... doesn't feel anything like it. My last paper is on the last day of the month in the afternoon... so... I won't pierce my ears just yet. I think I better go on the hol trip, come back, then pierce. Crap. talking about hol trip reminds me that all the or at least most of the scholars are going back home. For them its going home but for me it's like... losing friends. Well, not literally. There is still whatsapp, facebook, and twitter blabla. but still... AHHHHHH just thinking of the stuff makes me wanna cry... That time I was waiting for the train at nex there then palm n khoan came over to say hi. and talked about leaving. and when i entered the train after they went back to unite with their class I started tearing on the train... darn darn darn. well, I doubt anyone saw tho. hehh. So... you know... when you are kinda sure you won't see ppl no more, u get a bit more courages... and I decided to write LOVE LETTERS to my dear crushes. HAHA. well, sorry but Singaporean men are just not attractive to me, and so all my crushes are... scholars... there are tiny ones that are SGreans... but those are secondary, u get mah point? x= Lol. I'm sorry singaporean men. but my mother has come to believe that the probability of me falling for a foreigner is higher than a local. hmm. unfortunately, I gotta find a christian. garh. why are all them good nice boys out there that I crush on not Christian? D= sadddddded. And you know, I didn't even realise what I was gonna write were love letters until about last week. I've thought of writing them since maybe the beginning of the year or something. And I never realised I was gonna write LOVE LETTERS. LOL. like I didn't know my name was chinese till last year. slow. Anyway, enough about my love letters. back to the A lvls.

 So... GP is over. that was fast. Truth be told, I didn't use a single piece of knowledge passed to us from lectures. I used skills to some extent but I really didn't know what to write about the author in AQ. so its a fail AQ. I'm... not expecting much. my essay... I like it personally, but you know, sometimes when you like ur essay, the teachers most obviously dont cos u see a bunch of crosses and squiggly lines all over ur essay a few weeks later... x=

 And there is this huge craze over savage breast (a quote in line one of the passage) The craze had alr started by the time I came out of the classroom. o.o goodness. Apparently lots of ppl mistook it for savage beast... I did at first. then I veh extra go copy out the quote and I noticed. lol. weird. anyway, according to a tweet, lit had stuff about motherhood and chem had a question on milk. so we're wondering if there is a sort of theme going on... lol. Who knows, tmr, we may witness a question about involving pregnancy or baby products. hehh.

 I feel less worried and frantic over A's than O's. I think it's a good thing. but truth be told I feel less prepared as well. lol. We'll see what happens. There are a tonne of things I wanna do after exams end. I have a feeling I won't complete many of them, but try I shall. lol.

 Now I can't even bring myself to complete my math 2008 paper. sigh. I started in the morning, now its almost 9 =.= And the day after is Phy... which is completely scary. cos I really... don't understand why, but my phy is bad. really bad. HOW DID THINGS COME TO THIS?! PHY USED TO BE ONE OF MY STRENGTHS... sigh. I watch too much drama. too many episodes in a day. And soon, I'm gonna continue watching naruto. its irritating at the mo cos they keep adding fillers in between fights for no reason whatsoever. I pity those that watch one episode each week. the wait must be painful and the disappointment great when a filler is shown. >_< The sakura from a diff world ep was... the worst. o.o...

 Anyway, I want to go on to talk about my friends, but that'll take too long. this post is long enough. maybe at the end of the week I'll do one on that. And I'll add a post about my checklist of stuff I wanna do after this war is over. (yea naruto is fighting for survival but I'm fighting myself. Well, naruto faught himself and won through acceptance. I, on the other hand, need to walk in the steps of Choji and CHANGE my slacky ways. even proverbs tells me idle hands will cause my downfall. ugh. when will I every learn?) okay. bye~