The Coming Revival

Wow... it's been about... MORE THAN A YEAR... ITS BEEN MORE THAN A YEAR. OHMIGAH. I HAVEN'T POSTED IN MORE THAN A YEAR. this is not happening... D=

 Anyway, There is no way I'm gonna give up on this pretty pretty bullet story... Shall endeavour to complete it somehow before starting on a new one, on a new blog.

 Well, a little about school now shall I? I'm a computing student.

So I think thanks to typing in class and typing not just words but symbols and stuff in a certain order, my typing has probably gotten faster. YES... I have... exactly... three main crushes... and 2 mini ones(actually... make that one). hehh. thats not about school. I'm digressing. Sorry.

 Now is the middle of A lvls.

I have actually graduated from JC... doesn't feel anything like it. My last paper is on the last day of the month in the afternoon... so... I won't pierce my ears just yet. I think I better go on the hol trip, come back, then pierce. Crap. talking about hol trip reminds me that all the or at least most of the scholars are going back home. For them its going home but for me it's like... losing friends. Well, not literally. There is still whatsapp, facebook, and twitter blabla. but still... AHHHHHH just thinking of the stuff makes me wanna cry... That time I was waiting for the train at nex there then palm n khoan came over to say hi. and talked about leaving. and when i entered the train after they went back to unite with their class I started tearing on the train... darn darn darn. well, I doubt anyone saw tho. hehh. So... you know... when you are kinda sure you won't see ppl no more, u get a bit more courages... and I decided to write LOVE LETTERS to my dear crushes. HAHA. well, sorry but Singaporean men are just not attractive to me, and so all my crushes are... scholars... there are tiny ones that are SGreans... but those are secondary, u get mah point? x= Lol. I'm sorry singaporean men. but my mother has come to believe that the probability of me falling for a foreigner is higher than a local. hmm. unfortunately, I gotta find a christian. garh. why are all them good nice boys out there that I crush on not Christian? D= sadddddded. And you know, I didn't even realise what I was gonna write were love letters until about last week. I've thought of writing them since maybe the beginning of the year or something. And I never realised I was gonna write LOVE LETTERS. LOL. like I didn't know my name was chinese till last year. slow. Anyway, enough about my love letters. back to the A lvls.

 So... GP is over. that was fast. Truth be told, I didn't use a single piece of knowledge passed to us from lectures. I used skills to some extent but I really didn't know what to write about the author in AQ. so its a fail AQ. I'm... not expecting much. my essay... I like it personally, but you know, sometimes when you like ur essay, the teachers most obviously dont cos u see a bunch of crosses and squiggly lines all over ur essay a few weeks later... x=

 And there is this huge craze over savage breast (a quote in line one of the passage) The craze had alr started by the time I came out of the classroom. o.o goodness. Apparently lots of ppl mistook it for savage beast... I did at first. then I veh extra go copy out the quote and I noticed. lol. weird. anyway, according to a tweet, lit had stuff about motherhood and chem had a question on milk. so we're wondering if there is a sort of theme going on... lol. Who knows, tmr, we may witness a question about involving pregnancy or baby products. hehh.

 I feel less worried and frantic over A's than O's. I think it's a good thing. but truth be told I feel less prepared as well. lol. We'll see what happens. There are a tonne of things I wanna do after exams end. I have a feeling I won't complete many of them, but try I shall. lol.

 Now I can't even bring myself to complete my math 2008 paper. sigh. I started in the morning, now its almost 9 =.= And the day after is Phy... which is completely scary. cos I really... don't understand why, but my phy is bad. really bad. HOW DID THINGS COME TO THIS?! PHY USED TO BE ONE OF MY STRENGTHS... sigh. I watch too much drama. too many episodes in a day. And soon, I'm gonna continue watching naruto. its irritating at the mo cos they keep adding fillers in between fights for no reason whatsoever. I pity those that watch one episode each week. the wait must be painful and the disappointment great when a filler is shown. >_< The sakura from a diff world ep was... the worst. o.o...

 Anyway, I want to go on to talk about my friends, but that'll take too long. this post is long enough. maybe at the end of the week I'll do one on that. And I'll add a post about my checklist of stuff I wanna do after this war is over. (yea naruto is fighting for survival but I'm fighting myself. Well, naruto faught himself and won through acceptance. I, on the other hand, need to walk in the steps of Choji and CHANGE my slacky ways. even proverbs tells me idle hands will cause my downfall. ugh. when will I every learn?) okay. bye~